The worst part is there is no one else to blame.

“Before you know it it’s 3 am and you’re 80 years old and you can’t remember what it was like to have 20 year old thoughts or a 10 year old heart.”

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I am 20 years old in 17 day. What the actual fuck. I can't be 20. I can't do anything. How am I supposed to be a normal functional human being. I need an intervention. Someone needs so show me how to live my life. I feel like my brain hasn't developed past the age of 17, is that a thing? Are there tests for that? fucccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc