i want to be different.
i dont know what kind of different just different.
sometimes i wish someone would pick me up and drop me in a completely new place with a new family, new friends just everything new but then id still be the same. dumb, unattractive, and just unwanted. i dont know why im so bad at everything. anything i try to do i fail and some people they are just amazing at everything and so pretty its not fair.
okay sorry about that im just so frustrated with my self at the moment i seriously cant do anything right!
im useless. it actually is so surprising that people actually want to talk to me.
In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it, and the fact that you’re putting yourself through pain means you are doing what you, by all rights, ought to do. You’re doing something right. Your ability to withstand pain is your claim to fame. It is ascetic, holy. It is self-control.
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