In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it, and the fact that you’re putting yourself through pain means you are doing what you, by all rights, ought to do. You’re doing something right. Your ability to withstand pain is your claim to fame. It is ascetic, holy. It is self-control.
Sunday, August 12, 2012
why does it always seem like being skinny would solve everything
I fucking hate feeling like this, it's horrible. I hate feeling jealous. I hate feeling like I'm not good enough therefore he's going to cheat on me. I hate wondering if he likes another girl better than he likes me. I hate the way he acts towards Zoe and I hate even more how she acts around him. I hate that I'm as not 'loud' or 'fun' as I was before, not being bubbly all the time. I hate wondering if he still wants to be with me.I hate being fucking depressed. It suck donkey dick.
Why do I always have to second guess everything? Why? Why, cant things just be fucking simple? I don't understand. :(
I just want to be beautiful and feel loved.
I don't know, Why can't I be happy and make him happy.
My head is spinning.
and I don't know where to go, or which way to turn.
I need help. Guidance.
Why does it always seem like being skinny would solve everything!? I don't fucking understand!
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