Open your eyes.

Kirstie's having drinks tmrw night cause she's going away and that means that Yannick will probably going to be there. which is so fucking freaky. How am I supposed to act? What do I say. I can tell right now im not going to deal with it well. I'll most likely be getting drunk in a corner and as long as Danni doesn't come it will be fine. Dear help me god. I need strength to deal with this. fuuuck.

I've drunk text him a couple of times which I really regret!! But he didn't even reply god this is all so hard. I really need a 'fluffer' like Lina said. someone to occupy me, to take my mind of this crap!

I forgot to write about how Danni is such a stupid slut that she thought that Yannick and her would go out when we broke up. Like how fucking stupid can you be?!?! In a way I feel sorry for her she is so unclassy and stupid. oh well life goes on.