hmmmmm

Babysitting overnight tonight. Tired, I want to sleep in my own bed instead of on a pull-out couch. I want someone to cuddle and share all the disappointment that I have with myself, life and other general woes with. :( I need a good book, and a day off. Maybe even a week or a year. I feel like I need someone to save me and that's never going to happen. Why can't I go back to the happy go lucky, innocent, bouncy young lass I once was. I long long time ago.