In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it, and the fact that you’re putting yourself through pain means you are doing what you, by all rights, ought to do. You’re doing something right. Your ability to withstand pain is your claim to fame. It is ascetic, holy. It is self-control.
Saturday, March 2, 2013
I have to work today, Homegrown is also today. I have no money to go out after work and to make matters worse it would be my fucking 1 year with yannick today. The stupid reminder on my phone came up this morning. I really don't understand why he hasn't talked to me at all its like I'm the one who cheated. I'm being punished for something I never did. I really really just want to not think about him, but fuck me is its hard. I'm so angry at myself. Did he even ever like me? Last night I was trying to remember the last time we kissed and I can't remember. I really miss him, I miss someone to talk to, who cares, obviously he never did care. omg I need to stop this. Just stop. I don't need a guy to make me happy, or content. hwsfhsjkhfjk
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