Lately I have been thinking, a lot! It’s slightly annoying. My head just wont shut up. It goes on and on and on. I just want to scream.
Who am I?
What is my purpose?
Why are you doing this to yourself and me?
How can I help?
What should I do?
It’s all just too much, I feel like I’m going to implode. It’s just too hard.
But I have to keep on going, day by day. Its only been two days where I haven’t been able to see you and already I’m sick to my stomach, I’m lost, alone and I cant talk to anyone no one knows, no one understands.
In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it, and the fact that you’re putting yourself through pain means you are doing what you, by all rights, ought to do. You’re doing something right. Your ability to withstand pain is your claim to fame. It is ascetic, holy. It is self-control.
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