Monday, November 28, 2011

Life is lovely with all it's little complications.

I had a huge fight with my mum the other day, it was pretty stupid but I ended up leaving the house, so she fucking called my dad. He came and got me, and was all like what's the problem? etc I said that we didn't have a  problem that we just had a fight, so he was like Lindsey I know there's something going on, if you keep acting this way she's going to kick you out. We then go some coffee, went back to his house. He told me I could move into his and I'm kind of thinking about it even though I hate my dad more than anyone else in the world, however it would be more like we were flat mates sort of. Any way I came home around 2 or something  went to bed and in the morning my mum was being like "come here, we need to talk" I just left and went to Jenny's house because I didn't want to fight with her and I was kind of angry at her for calling my dad. Later in the day my dad comes to Jenny's and takes me home to 'talk' with my mum. It was basically lets rip into Lindsey day and my dad was like trying to per-mediate the situation. Omg. Fucking stupid. I just wanted to leave, the whole time I was just stinging there like yup, cool bro. hah. Now I have to cook dinner at least twice a week, keep my room clean, tidy the house etc, oh and "contribute to the family' WHAT FUCKING FAMILY. This is not a family. Idiots. After our 'talk' I went back to Jenny's house, then today I went to the gym and did like a weight class it was rather hard, I feel so good now though. Connor has been texting Jenny and I all day, one text will be like 'I fucking hate you bitch bla bla' then the next one will be 'I love you, I'm sorry' Its so annoying, I don't want to talk to him. I can't, what the dick would I say? Why can't things just be simple, really. Oh and Callum just mind fucks me, he tells me he likes me and then doesn't talk to me or anything like wtf? I did say I didn't like him and that I wasn't ready for a relationship but still if you like me just talk to me and be nice etc ask me to hang out and ill probs start to like you cause I usally fall hard. idk. Life's lovely in all its complications.

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