Wow, its actually been so long. Feels like forever since I've posted on here. I really should make more of an effort I loved this thing. (: so here goes. An update I suppose
Connor and I broke up :(
I had sex with someone else.
I am pretty happy with life atm apart from the lingering sadness but that's a constant normality.
Right now its pretty late, I'm a kinda tired.
I have an exam on Thursday. Fuuuuck.
Last night I did way to much drugs and shit and like had a seizure passed out and like fuck.
It was probs the scary ist thing of my life maybe apart from when I fist got to see Ola in hospy. idk
But it felt like I was going to die, I had flash backs and everything.
I'm trying to lose weight, I'm think about 10kgs (:
I've joined a gym and yeah that's pretty much everthing I have to say (:
bye xx
In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it, and the fact that you’re putting yourself through pain means you are doing what you, by all rights, ought to do. You’re doing something right. Your ability to withstand pain is your claim to fame. It is ascetic, holy. It is self-control.
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