I don't want to die but sometimes, most of the time I wish I was someone else, someone different. One who didn't have these thoughts and feelings. I want to get seriously hurt and be put in hospital.Just to see who would care enough to come.
Why does no one care until its too late. It really does feel like I'm screaming but no ones listening. No body wants to listen that's the problem, we all care about ourselves too much! Life seems so pointless and tedious I just don't understand what the fuck is the pint? I just want to know. Why and how we can live in so much pain what's wrong with people, why are we constantly wanting more.
I feel like I'm fighting a constant battle every day just to simply survive.
In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it, and the fact that you’re putting yourself through pain means you are doing what you, by all rights, ought to do. You’re doing something right. Your ability to withstand pain is your claim to fame. It is ascetic, holy. It is self-control.
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