I feel kind of sad, like numbness is surging round my body. Making my brain go fussy and plumiting my mood downwards so that I shut down completely tonight. There's no reason for it. I guess it could be a mixture of tiredness, stress and just normal feelings that I have.
I should listen to some happy music,
I want to go for a smoke.
I want to be with Yannick, he makes me so incredibly happy its unbelievable.
I hope to god this 'honey moon' period never wears off.
I feel as if I'm on top of the world when I'm with him.
But why do I feel so shit now?
what's wrong with me?
In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it, and the fact that you’re putting yourself through pain means you are doing what you, by all rights, ought to do. You’re doing something right. Your ability to withstand pain is your claim to fame. It is ascetic, holy. It is self-control.
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