I feel like I'm slipping back into a hopeless place, I don't want to. I've just lost all motivation.
When I'm with Y the emptiness seems to shrink but I don't know for how long I don't want to drag him down with me. I need to be strong, but its just so hard.
why does my head spin? When everything else is completely still.
complications of life, defy me.
In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it, and the fact that you’re putting yourself through pain means you are doing what you, by all rights, ought to do. You’re doing something right. Your ability to withstand pain is your claim to fame. It is ascetic, holy. It is self-control.
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