feelings of relief

Yannick and I talked tonight, I told him how I was feeling and he told me that I had been a bitch to him. We chatted and talked things over. He told me that I didn't need to worry about Zoe, which was really nice to here. I asked him he had cheated on me, and he said no which was so relieving to here. He said that he didn't want to break up with me. So we've decided to try harder. It was so hard trying to explain how I felt and getting through to him but I think I did which is wonderful  I'm much much happier. We are going to hang out tomorrow and I am going to try my hardest to be really nice, fun and upbeat! I want this to work so badly. I'm feeling high hoped. I love him, so much and I do not want to lose him. I should have just talked to him in the first place and non of this drama would have happened. I don't know what Kirstie was so worried about silly woman, making me paranoid.