road tripping

So I got back from the mount a couple of days ago. It was really fun pretty chill. I spent soo much money. It was the big 'end of school road trip'. First we went to Opotiki where my friend's parents own the camp ground then the next day we woke up early and headed off to Rythm and Vines. Holy shit it was intense so messy and crazy. It was so hot and sunny all the time I got sun stroke. I didn't really get to see many of the music because the first night I was feeling way to shit I just went to bed and then we never really left to see the music until 9 or something. One of the first nights Yannick pee'd in my tent cause he was so drunk which upset me a lot and then I got sunstroke that day, got fucked around by the people that I was supposed to be working there for so it just set out the hole experience in a really bad way for me. But it was still really fun. then we went back to Opotiki for a couple of days. left on the second day and went up to the mount early to go stay with the rongoit guys for a few days before we were able to go to our house on the 5th. The house was massive! We each got our own rooms and FINALLY had a bed which was wonderful! I really enjoyed the hole trip.

But now I'm back and it seems like everyone hates me or something  apparently I upset Elise because when we were at the mount, Nat and I were talking and I said how I was the fattest in our group and then rated everyone from skinniest to fattest. Kendra, Matiese, Eveie, Elise and then me. So she heard or something and now is upset, the only bad thing that I said was that she doesn't dress well to here size and it's true. She text me today saying
Hey, I'm not angry but just wanted you to know that we heard what you and Nat were saying about us in the mount. I understand that you were upset but it's not fair to put us down to make yourself feel better. I talked to Nat and she explained everything, not trying to cause drama but wanted you to know its a little bit upsetting.
I never really said anything bad or put anyone down but myself so its fucking stupid. I was being honest and obviously she can't handle that I rated her second to last. What ever. Now no one is going to talk to me for a couple of days which is greeeeeat. -.- I hate petty drama. I was drunk I wasn't trying to be a bitch. I can tell this is going to be very annoying for a while.

Today I saw Yannick for the first time in soo long. It was nice to see him but a little weird. I don't know but maybe we have drifted apart a little bit. He text me after and asked if I still liked him and I do but It did feel a bit weird. He said that I felt distant which I explained that it was probs just because we hadn't seen each other in a while. Hopefully that's all it is. I do love him however part of me does just want to be single and maybe I don't  like him in the same way any more.  I just can't get over the fact that he's having a sleepover with zoe before me. Like there has got to be something between them, she diffidently likes him. I really just do not like her, I don't know, maybe I'm just a jealous bitch but I think there is more to it.. Life has too much drama in it atm I need to stay in bed for a couple of weeks and wait for everything to subside.