Officially single. We met up today and I tried to get everything out of him. He cheated on me 2 seprate times with Danni once at fokefest and another time after that. He said that he'd been thinking about breaking up with me for about a week, but was too scared. It's just so frustrating cause I had strait out asked him if he had ever cheated on me or wanted to break up a few days before that. As much as I still love him and want him back I know it would never be the same and im just so angry at myself cause I let this happen. I love him so much and this hurts so much but I guess its for the best. As it's a new year I'm starting uni and this is I guess the best time to start a fresh. I haven't been single for so long first Connor for 3 fucking years and then Yannick for almost a year. Now it's my time to be single and have fun.
In other news I have a job interview to be a swim teacher tomorrow. I pretty scared but hopefully it goes well and if it doesn't then well I tried.
Oh life.
Hopefully things get better?
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fuck boys
fuck him.
yolo time to be a slut
xoxo
In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it, and the fact that you’re putting yourself through pain means you are doing what you, by all rights, ought to do. You’re doing something right. Your ability to withstand pain is your claim to fame. It is ascetic, holy. It is self-control.
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